We had the most awesome church service today. The praise team was praying before the service and I could tell from the time that prayer started, it was going to be an awesome day. The praise time at the beginning had my adrenaline going so strong that I wanted to hug every neck in the room. For those who know me, I am not affectionate, so that was a big deal. We got to the worship time and we sung a song called "Grace Flows Down". The words are:
Amazing grace, how sweet the sound,
Amazing love, now flowing down,
From hands and feet, that were nailed to a tree,
As grace flows down and covers me.
It covers me, It covers me, It covers me, It covers me.
This song struck me to the core today. There is never anything that I do or don't do that can separate me from the love of Christ. More than that, He doesn't even remember my sin. Every time I sin it's like the first time I ever have. And the grace comes flowing down, and it covers me.
It is an awesome thing to sing a part of a song over and over again. Some people complain that worship songs are "7-11" songs, 7 words sung 11 times, but the bible calls us to meditate on scripture and on truth. Meditate means to repeat over and over. Only then do the words really penetrate into the heart. It is always an amazing thing to be refreshed by worship. It is the one thing that always gives me hope and peace when nothing else can. There are times while in worship that I could just sit totally still for hours in the presence of Christ, soaking up every second that I get to experience Him.
Ben, our pastor, said something that really stuck with me. He said that we, as humans, are spiritual beings. He said that when we choose to "fill" ourselves with purely physical things we become unsatisfied. Physical things can only fill us temporarily, leaving us empty and onto the next physical thing. If we choose to fill ourselves with spiritual things, our satisfaction will be eternal. This embodies the idea that serving Christ is satisfying because I know that I am spending time and energy investing into something that is eternal, not something that is going to last only an hour, or a lifetime.
What a blessing to go to a church where there is truth and life.